DO YOU WANT HOW MANY FINGS WOULD YOU LIKE 1 OR 2?
Here the train comes, whisperin’ your ears,
whistling far behind, awakening you at night.
Constrained to its rails although he does not abide,
heading to dark factories through tunnels of alike blindling lights,
anywhere you never would, if you controlled your lies.
There the invisible trains…
I never though that something like this could ever happen. And I going to try so hard to fix them. What I ask of you is to understand and don’t explode. Cause it already hurts enough from that night.
Is there anything that you would like for me to say that can make you happy again?
What can I do to show that I am still who I was the firslt day we saw each other.
I never meant for it to happy like this I see that you are still up set with you being so far way. And what you said yesterday made my day saying that you miss me and that you want to be there with me.
You know it was your choose to move down there I just came at the wrong time. But still all the time that I spent with you, meant so much to me and show me that I can be with you and learn you.
Even though that nothing bad is really going on is just that we have came down to where the explosion as happen and this is what is coming down to.
Most people yeah they say that i am fucking crazy but I really not I have just got a piece of something that I did not ever think was going to happen this fast. And the only thing left for me to do and need to do is just soak it all and digest it and let me get my thoughs togather. That is all I need at the moment. Ans yes I be so happy to see you this summer I am going to try my best.